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[12 Oct 2004|03:31pm] |
this is how i feel.
Sometimes you sit and think, and you wonder if he can see it in your eyes
...can he tell you still love him...that there’s nothing you would rather
think about then the times he held you in his arms...can he see the tears?
Cause they sure are there...deep down, sure enough, along with the pain and the loneliness
that you bury so deep you’re sure no one can tell. Sometimes you would give anything imaginable
to be able to make him understand, to have one more chance to make him know how much he meant,
to be able to feel complete. But you smile through it all. You talk like you always used to, the
best of friends. And every time he smiles at you a tiny little pang of hope springs up, but you
crush it before it can surface, before it can give you away...and you hug him good-bye like it’s
nothing, while all you want to do is hold on forever. But you let go, smile and walk away, then
cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same. Because try as you might you can’t
make someone love you
my life is broken </3
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heey chicas * sry i havnt updated in..like forever ? ii just got back from the pep rally.. i think i gone deeaf cuz i cannot hear a thing right now from all the screaaming my god. ive been so busyy with school im like failing 3 classes which suck.. maybe if i did my homework.. =/ aanywas im jus talking to people online and being bored but im so exxcisted about tomrow ! i get a puppy and go shopping i duno wat to name m y puppy my friends arnt very good at giving me names all i got was turtle... and garfield.. hm no ? i wanted to name my puppy jannabell cuz thats suchaa cute name i also think my sister has gone insane likke omg i seriously have no clue what shes talking about ill be talking to her and she'll go OMG this one time... like thats so annnoyin even tho i do it all the time. i would be going to homecoming tomorrow but no1s going and i wouldnt have a datelol even tho i asked.. im still not going :( im wathcing degrassi! WOAH beauutiful guys on that shoow.. sry i havnt been commentin either babes! i will liike right now!1 <3 i love yoou guys . im so bored no1s even talking to me on msn pfft my friends suck.
FORGET THE TIMES HE WALKED BY
FORGET THE TIMES HE MADE U CRY
FORGET THE WAY HE SAID YOUR NAME
REMEMBER NOW, ITS NOT THE SAME
FORGET THE LOVE THAT U ONCE SHARED
FORGET THAT HE HAD ONCE CARED
FORGET THE TIME U SPENT TOGETHER
REMEMBER NOW HE'S GONE FOREVER
FORGET THE TIMES U CRIED ALL NITE LONG
FORGET HIM WHEN U HEAR THAT SONG
FORGET HOW CLOSE U TWO ONCE WERE
REMEMBER NOW, HE'S CHOSEN HER
FORGET THOSE LONG TALKS THAT U HAD
FORGET THE MEMORIES GOOD AND BAD
FORGET ALL THE TIMES SOMEHOW
REMEMBER THAT IT'S OVER NOW
FORGET THE TIMES THAT WENT SO FAST
FORGET THEM ALL, THEY'RE IN THE PAST
FORGET THE TIMES AND DON'T PRETEND
REMEMBER NOW HE'S JUST YOUR FRIEND
SO JUST FORGET THE DREAMS THAT CANT COME TRUE
FORGET THE BOY..CAUSE HE'S FORGOTTEN YOU
ttyl babes *
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[17 Sep 2004|07:12pm] |
-Boy: I saw her today
-Girl: I saw him today
-Boy: It seems like its been forever
-Girl: I wonder if he still cares
-Boy: She looks better than before
-Girl: I couldnt stop staring at him
-Boy: I asked her how things were going
-Girl: I asked him about his new girlfriend
-Boy: I would choose her over any other girl i am with
-Girl: Hes probably really happy right now
-Boy: I couldnt look at her without crying
-Girl: He wouldnt even look at me
-Boy: I told her I miss her
-Girl: I dont think he ment it
-Boy: I ment it too
-Girl: Im stupid, he didnt mean it
-Boy: I love her
-Girl- He loves his new girlfriend
-Boy: I held her for the last time
-Girl: He gave me a friendly hug
-Boy: Then I went home and cried
-Girl: Then I went home and cried
-Boy: I lost her
-Girl: I still love him
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wow i hada great day today :) but schools so....zzzz... omg do they kno how much homework they give in high school?? like ommg i have no free time anymore i wanna go to the hebron fair tonite who wants to come ;p hey any u guys kno how to make icons??? i jus wanted like an icon w/ my pic i dont have painshop pro so i dont knoo how if any of u guys can help thank uuu tmrrw ill probaly go to the mall or sumthin i hafta clean my room its liike sucha mess i hate cleanin.. high schools awesome by the way i was so scared but now its like fun cuz i hav my friends and everythins better wen u have ur friends witcha i also needa job lol im runin outtaa money but i hate babysitting im tryin to get money by cleanin my moms freidns house by i still need more cuz wenevr i go to the mall and walk into hollister.. i buy like everythin lol then i loose all my moneyy but im 14 soo thers not alota jobs i can do.. cept babysittin i found this really cute poem
Forever and always, this love would last. Once these
two fell for eachother, they fell fasT. Against all
odds, they knew they would stay together. No oNe
ele's opinion mAttered. They never knew the meaning
of lonely, but they always understood the meaning 0F
love. They never understood heartbreak or having To
act fake. But they didn't nEed to. Everything about
this relationship was real. Real to eachother, real tO
themselves. Really going to last foever and ever on
end. For they were eachothers b e s t friend.
bye huns n buns
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hey i found this cute poem
The nite was dreary as the rain came down.
she said, "let`s go for a ride away from town."
all thru the ride, she had nothing to say.
it was almost as if something stood in her way.
then suddenly it came, out of the blue.
"my parents said i have to break up with you."
"i`m sorry," she said, "i can`t pretend."
"my parents said our love must end."
she took off his ring as tears came from his eyes
at the same time, the fear of losing her began to rise.
with tears threatening to fall, he held them back.
as he unconsciously parked the car on a railroad track.
he wrote something on a piece of paper
he held her hand and said, "read it later."
he always wished they would never part.
he said in a sad voice, "you just broke my heart."
she opened the door & walked out into the rain
thats when she saw the lights of the train.
realizing too late what she had sighted,
With the blink of an eye, metal collided all she could remember was blood running red,
and someone saying, "i`m sorry, he`s dead."
the ambulance sounded like an agony cry,
then she read the paper, and it said "without you i`d die."
<3 Jen
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